The week that was..

What a week. Honestly, so much has happened this week I dont know if I want to tell you all about it, but here goes.

Ive been at training most of the week, making posters, coping with the rude new people, slipping over and hurting myself - Yeah thats the training side of the week. I still have loads to go on my Unit 1 assignment and was supposed to be cracking on with it today until...today.

On wednesday I was told by work that I had no job until the 27th of December which absoloutley sucks, cause Im supposed to work every saturday and a new guy has taken all of my hours...so I have no money coming in. I complained to my bastard of a manager and he just said "someone has to go"...Funny as it is always me...He's always hated me. Im job hunting, cant cope with their crappy management. It's totally unfair treatment, and me and this other guy have worked the same shifts before. So now I have no job, nothing to do on a saturday. Well, until next saturday ;).

So that was that, and yesterday I didnt go into training cause I didnt feel well. My arm/sides hurt from where I slipped over and felt crap tbh. I missed decorating cookies with icing apparently :( Oh well. We are making gloop (cornflower and water) on Monday so that should be fun, I havent missed out completley! Oh, I really dont miss college one bit :)

So yeh today, I had a bit of a traumatic time tbh. Woke up and had cramp in my leg, sprung out of bed in pain as you do, and managed to stop it. Went to the bathroom and felt awfully sick, and my sight started to go, felt white and dizzy. So I called Mum and my head was swinging backwards and forwards..."Mum, I feel faint!!"...Mum was about to walk out of the front door and she came rushing to me. I felt awful, she kept talking to me and I could hear her but it was distant...I was fainting. I moved myself out of the bathroom and kinda collapsed but put myself into the recovery position and felt Ok after a few minutes. It was awful, and I felt awful, I looked awful..my lips were blue and I was very very pale. Dave got me some relentless and I drank that.... *sigh*....Im Ok now, But that was so horrible...and loosing control of your body is something no one wants to go through.

So after that trauma, I cancelled my driving lesson...and have just chilled out most of the day cause I still dont feel 100%. I bought some new shoes off grindstore though :) yay.

So yes, Ive had a bit of a hectic week. The fainting just topped it all off to be honest, bleh I feel crap..

New blog header by the way :) Sharon rules always.

Rachel xxxx