Anyway.
Happy New Year 2009 - Diet. Exercise More. Pass your exams. Make friends. Find that 'other half'.
And all that malarky.
Truth is, I never stick to my resoloutions. I'm too lazy - Oops created another resolution there. Eep!
I hope this year will be good, I have no idea what is likely to happen, what will happen, where I'll be in a years time.
Reflecting
2008 was different.
It was like a massive build up to exams...leaving....saying goodbye's and wish-me-luck's...then I moved onto something totally different, something unexpected in the grand scheme of things. I was independant, mature and sensible enough to make decisions on my own.
There is a part of me that still wants to be in touch with last year. I have a lot of great memories, such as passing my gcse's with flying colours, having my school prom, getting a job, turning 17 and seeing Kerry give birth to 5 kittens. But there is also a longing to move on, for change. I guess anyone would feel like this with the arrival of a new year. It's a new year, a new start as people say. I want something to majorly change, I want to feel complete. Yes I would like a boyfriend to make me feel that way, but something else..either what I do everyday or even how I act in myself. Change is good, good for me right now.
Moving on.
Entering 2009
I want this year to be good, really good.
Changes
I watched the new year in with my family and Auntie Rachel and Emily. It was a bit too quiet for me , we didnt really party or anything. I suppose it was normal to me some years ago, but as Im 17 I'd much rather have gone out and partied or something. Emily stopped for a few days, and I get on better with her (she's 13) then I do with her sister my age. =) We had a good few days so it wasnt too bad.
Hopes
I go back to my apprenticeship on Monday, Im praying everyone will be OK with me. Seems like some people are jealous in there, weird.
Desires
I NEED to go to some sort of music festival, gig or event!!!! I didn't see Within Temptation last year and I wont be able to see them this year either as they are having a break this year =( I didn't get to download '08 either.
I would love to pass my driving test!!! I've had 7 or 8 lessons now, and am feeling confident. Just need to pass my theory....learning it would be good beforehand though =P.
So as this was more of a thoughtful blog, I guess it should make up for my lack of blogs recentley.
Ciao
& Happy New Year.
Entering 2009
I want this year to be good, really good.
Changes
I watched the new year in with my family and Auntie Rachel and Emily. It was a bit too quiet for me , we didnt really party or anything. I suppose it was normal to me some years ago, but as Im 17 I'd much rather have gone out and partied or something. Emily stopped for a few days, and I get on better with her (she's 13) then I do with her sister my age. =) We had a good few days so it wasnt too bad.
Hopes
I go back to my apprenticeship on Monday, Im praying everyone will be OK with me. Seems like some people are jealous in there, weird.
Desires
I NEED to go to some sort of music festival, gig or event!!!! I didn't see Within Temptation last year and I wont be able to see them this year either as they are having a break this year =( I didn't get to download '08 either.
I would love to pass my driving test!!! I've had 7 or 8 lessons now, and am feeling confident. Just need to pass my theory....learning it would be good beforehand though =P.
So as this was more of a thoughtful blog, I guess it should make up for my lack of blogs recentley.
Ciao
& Happy New Year.
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